I’m laying in my old bedroom from age 16-19 but it’s been empty for so long it doesn’t really feel like it was ever mine. The first two nights back in this small but crowded town I was feeling really appreciative of having ever moved to such a place. I held a lot of resentment to it then, and on my third night laying here I’m definitely back to remembering why I ever left in the first place, but goddamn we had fun back then. This is where I lived through some of the best years of my life, and it still sounds like summer outside here- I was going to say unlike the city, but I think summer in city is just a different sound, and this is the first room I could ever hear trains from, and goddamn more than anything do I miss driving around on back roads.
Anyways y’all should talk to me/ask me things because we haven’t done that in awhile, while I wait for my darling friend to come get me and drive me back to our house 50 miles North.